i feel so emotionally and physically drained. i'm going to bed in a minute and i don't even care that i will miss skins. that is how tired i am. if i get up in time, i might go for a run before school, the fresh air might stop me from falling asleep during french. i didn't particularly want to go when we got the letters but i have started to get really excited for prom. i have found the dress i want. it is so so plain but i really like it. i'm looking forward to seeing what everyone wears. i am sure the chavs will all look stunning in their wedding dresses. ha. i had a really nice chat with my mum yesterday about everything. i cried so much and felt like a bit of a fool but i'm glad i got it all out and she is taking me shopping next week to get me some new clothes for america which will cheer me up :') god i sound like a right brat. i'm going to have a quick look for prom shoes then it is bed time for jess. na night