i am in such a bad mood and for the first time in 2 months it is not because of that stupid cunt. horray. i just cannot be arsed with anything and everything is really stressing me out. like the fact we have out art gcse next week and i have no idea what i am doing and that ALL my textiles coursework needs to be done by friday and i still need to do 5 million things and it makes me sad that because of all the homework and coursework i need to do, i don't get to bed till about 11, which i know isn't exactly late but i am so so so emotionally and physically tired at the moment, i cannot cope with going to bed at 11 every fucking night. AND miss brolly needs to chill out. seriously what is it with her talking to everyone as if they are a piece of shit. i asked one simple question and got deafened by her screaming at me. silly bitch. as if i haven't got enough on my plate. to top it all off, i have my bury college interview tomorrow which i am pooing myself about but my mum has got me this thing that i have to spray on my tongue before i go in to help me calm my nerves. it sounds ridiculous but i get so so so nevous in situations like this so hopefully it will help me. fuck sake i am not getting anywhere with this english homework. i need to get a grip and shut the fuck up AAAAA A A AA A A R G H !

on a brighter note, i will be in new york soon :}