it doesn't feel normal to miss someone this much. i'm scared that i have become too attached to you. it's not really suprising though when you think about everything we have been through. oh for fuck sake. i really really hate this, i am trying so hard to move on but it's so hard! i have never felt this way about someone before. i feel like i should apologise for missing you this much and thinking about you all the time when you clearly couldn't care less about me. i sort of want you back to be quite honest.

get a fucking grip jess, you are 15 years old!