hello february. i have never been so happy to see a month end. january was truely awful but i am going to try and put everything that happened behind me and move on. it will be hard but i think i can do it :') it's really weird to think that before next january we will have another easter, halloween, new year, bonfire night, christmas, birthday and i will be in college by then. oh how excited. i have no idea why i am writing all this but i just find it really strange to think about it like that.